Solitude.

Hi schadenfreudies.

A rare moment that I had decided to stop all my overwhelming activities,
to lay my fingers on my keyboard and start to write this post. 

Time flies, I had already hit 20. What had I achieved? Was I happy with what I had done so far?
Am I satisfied with my life till now? Things that I had regretted? How my future will be?
The lists of questions just go on and grow. 

I think I had fell in love with being alone. I love the life with all by myself. 
Sometimes with my family, sometimes with just the few numbers of friends I had.
That's good enough.

At this point in life, I just want to catch my dreams, enjoy the limited youth, 
start to travel as much as I can, spending time with my love ones.

I don't need to find someone to share my unhappiness or to love me. 
I believe if things are meant to be, it will come naturally. Right?

Next stage of life is going to start soon~ 
Not really what I wanted to do but... I guess I'll be fine?

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Something happy to share after past depressing posts~

My first step to pursue one of my dreams is quite a good one. Although sometimes it is tough, needs lots of energy, patience, time, money and efforts, it keeps me ongoing in life and some aim in life. I am satisfied and going to try best to do better!