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Michesalle Shien. hwangsieun; 황ė‹œė€. 20march94 .
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Sunday, October 28, 2012

For my ah ma.

What's the meaning of life? Born to die. How ironic isn't it? 
  
On the 22nd of October, God had taken my dearest grandma away.
My heart sank when I saw her lying on the bed motionlessly. 
Words can't explain how saddening it was on the thoughts of losing her. 
How much I wish she could just wake up again.

The last day of funeral, the moment the coffin was closed, the moment the coffin was traveling to get cremated, I could not hold back my tears. 
The truth hits me hard, I could not see her ever again.

I cannot believe that she was gone up till now. 
I used to look for her at her favourite hang out places eagerly whenever I went to bukit batok, now I can't.

 Her smile, her wrinkled skin , her voice. I could not forget. 
Young or old, she will be always etched inside my heart forever. 
I just can't go one day without thinking about her. 
Hope she is in a better place now, RIP.

I really can't accept the fact that everyone around me will be gone forever someday somehow. Sigh.
I needs to cherish everyone. Especially my only grandmother left on the my father's side. 
Very thankful for those who show their concerns. xoxo


Dear ah ma, I miss you, I really do. 
 

                                        With loves.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

I didn't know it will be this hard.

I surrender.